I am AFRAID !!!

I am afraid

Of growing OLD because I find my loved ones getting increasingly insecure :(

I am afraid

Of LOSING the child within me as I am getting increasingly conscious of my age

I am afraid

Of telling someone how much they mean to me as I have LOST faith in relations

I am afraid

Of telling what’s on my mind least my CONCERNS are misconstrued

I am afraid

Of starting a life in a new land as I am losing my ABILITY to challenge myself

I am afraid

Of losing my simplicity as I can’t ADJUST to my modest surroundings.

I am afraid

Of failing to meet their needs as I have failed my FINANCIAL competence test

I am afraid

Of marriage as I am unwilling to become a LIABILITY to others life.

I am afraid

Of the CHANGING tides as it questions my focus and my planning

I am afraid

Of being LONELY as I feel I can no longer inspire a conversation or a deed.

I am afraid

Of the NEW me as I am nothing I want to be and everything I hate to be

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