Tuesday, August 21, 2007

I am AFRAID !!!

I am afraid

Of growing OLD because I find my loved ones getting increasingly insecure :(

I am afraid

Of LOSING the child within me as I am getting increasingly conscious of my age

I am afraid

Of telling someone how much they mean to me as I have LOST faith in relations

I am afraid

Of telling what’s on my mind least my CONCERNS are misconstrued

I am afraid

Of starting a life in a new land as I am losing my ABILITY to challenge myself

I am afraid

Of losing my simplicity as I can’t ADJUST to my modest surroundings.

I am afraid

Of failing to meet their needs as I have failed my FINANCIAL competence test

I am afraid

Of marriage as I am unwilling to become a LIABILITY to others life.

I am afraid

Of the CHANGING tides as it questions my focus and my planning

I am afraid

Of being LONELY as I feel I can no longer inspire a conversation or a deed.

I am afraid

Of the NEW me as I am nothing I want to be and everything I hate to be

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5 Comments:

At Tuesday, August 21, 2007 at 7:14:00 AM GMT+5:30, Blogger ancientmariner said...

buddy..in a few months i shud be readin a post which goes like this...
"I am happy coz..........

 
At Tuesday, August 21, 2007 at 9:24:00 AM GMT+5:30, Blogger The Avenger !!! said...

@ ancientmariner /-

dude i sure hope so as i see it you are infact aware of my concerns to an extent atleast :)

 
At Friday, August 24, 2007 at 8:00:00 AM GMT+5:30, Blogger Vidya said...

And you have to end this list like so:

I am afraid of all things that will cause me happiness and contentment. So I will stop being afraid and embrace things as they come by!
:D

Good luck!

Vidya

P.S I am rolling off my project in Virginia. Tell me when would you be there. Try looking at rent.com and apartments.com around Fairfax.

 
At Tuesday, September 4, 2007 at 10:20:00 PM GMT+5:30, Blogger Sudha said...

Wow, thats strikes a chord. I can actually relate to so many of those fears.

 
At Wednesday, September 12, 2007 at 8:32:00 AM GMT+5:30, Blogger Payal said...

don't we all have similar fears!

 

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