Why?

Dear God,

I am not a bad person, I am human..

I believe in marriage, as I found the right one

I believe It will last, as I know It takes two to tango...

I like to smile, as I have learnt to laugh my worries away

I don't seek to control, as I have learnt to set free and be free

I don’t Intend to cheat, as I believe In honesty Is the best policy

I know I am just, I just need to evaluate myself the same way

I know I have a heart, as I have It scratched every now and then..

I am competitive, I can lose miserably to all kids almost every time

I don’t give forgiveness, I pardon most issues 24 hrs after they happened

I don’t believe In astrology, There is zero truth in what my star sign has to say..

I am proud, I come up the hard way and I believe in myself and my roots

I am always willing to do what it takes, because an effort is never wasted if the intention to begin with is right

THEN ....

WHY AM I TRYING TO BE IN CONTROL

THEN WHY AM I SO ANTSY ABOUT SUCH TRIVIAL THINGS ??

IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME OR IS IT MY SPECIAL DAY ??