Grudges, Stupidity, Bullshit and more ...

There is at times a very good reason to hold a grudge. I know forgiveness is the new mantra for life, forgive this, forgive that and the works

Harbor bitterness and you get lose it all and the countless feel good stories based on forgiveness but you know what ? nothing makes me feel better than a well nourished grudge and quite rightly so, because everytime my grudge is bought to the surface, i tend to just rightfully pay it back with equally bitterness.

Take for example my grudge aganist my ex manager. She could not stand the fact that someone could walk away with the honors apart from her. Thus began a saga of discredit and disdain, which ended when i threw my resignation letter. For a while i thought about forgiveness but trust me everytime i tried to forgive, my alter ego came up with equally stronger reasons to give it back. Give it back i did albeit in a silent manner, when right before her very eyes, I went on to get promoted and finally fall in the same seniority grade as her. I pity her, not for skills, she is damn good technically or othewise, its just sad that to win, you end up crushing people to move ahead. I empowered people to move ahead, not crush them , Like i said before i got this position, i am in right now.. I compete with myself not with peers or with my colleagues ...

So all you people who believe in forgiveness, get on get a game and nourish a good grudge first and the pleasure you get when you give it back and then lets sit and talk about forgiveness. For all i care, I would give your petty talks two hoots and walk away ..

Ohh by the way i forgot to add the stupid flop tennis star wants to marry a twice married fraud. so what will we see next? Pakistan playing mediator in afghanistan or iraq? I have never till date ever sided with these religious guys, infact i hate them to the core but hear me out, I am no gandhian .. for all you know you try to kick my butt and depending on the circumstances, i either screw the day lights out of you or tap the dust out of my pants and wal on.. but consider this

So what clinched the deal? Money ? Status ? Privileges ? Or All ?

You ask me, I would say its such a shame.

Is there a dearth of equally if not better qualified people from your own sect within our country ?

You were born here, raised here, got every single government benefit, endorsements and the works and then this?

Critics might want to pan me saying It's personal, yeah maybe it is, but what about the countless who lost their lives in the terrorist attacks from the past year? Can you ever forget Major Unnikrishnan, Captain Saurabh Kalia, Or Major Manish Pitambare. Do you have any sense of equality, you want to cross borders and sync up with the very people who instigated, supported and encouraged this slaughter?

Sure our twice married, jihadi hero is in love a second time and that too when the first one is still around. I say here is what we should do. Throw her out, revoke her citizenship and throw every single f^^^^^ who sides with these infidels. The moment we do this, the country is freed and our state remains for the people it actually belongs too.

I could write more, quite honestly but as i said its personal, this blog is personal and my views are personal. But i am quite keen to hear if any indian worth his salt can every forgive this. I know for sure, i will hold this grudge and just as i said, I am really loving it ...

We lack the balls to ever take action and quite honestly there will be more to come .. for now sit back enjoy the mega serial this event will unfold for every as^^^^associated with this inglorious event will want to share the limelight and the media which for ever keeps us occupied with such mundane and bull shit will keep the pyre going ....

Kudos to the press for highlighting this bull shit and to both the parties involved, you all belong to the under league and quite rightly so ...