Ahh The Times !!!

Ohhhh the feeling is back, its finally the time when ....

1. People all around me shower me with advice and judgments from reel/real life and all i am
supposed to do is pick up the tab

2. When to retain my sanity and to not let my parents down i bob my head up and down to show
i understand every word of it, when in reality i am just being polite. Being polite is quickly understood as being either retarded or in dire need of help and advice and the story continues ....

3. I look at my old apartment and memories flood in and i realise being nice i was just ripped off 500$ by way of deposit money. Money that would have reduced the numerous loans i keep paying

4. I walk around hoping to watch the scenary, and i find i am increasingly lead back to my growing up years in one of the sprawling cities thats already bursting at its seams ...

5. That its been 17 days and 5 hrs when i have been sleeping when everyone's awake and working when everyone's asleep ..

6. I am juggling my gift list, bills and my laundary list faster than "Hussain Bolt" did his 100/200 meters since the "free time" time period just got shorter by 1/4th of its original time frame.

7. I know what a merry go around is, since i seem to be back to square one when it comes to taking a very important decision in my life.

8. That i am being considered "amoral" since i went out with a friend i knew from college days and secondly since I do not want to begin a relationship with her because
- i am past my prime for these hilly dilly romances ...
- she is already reeling under the after effects of a "relation"
- I don't feel i am in love with her and trying to start something is akin to taking advantage of the "Being Vunerable" feeling that she is going through..

ohh btw vids had to give me a piece of her mind for my last stance and i am yet to understand where am i wrong ...

8. I just reached my expiry date today ... "Happy Birthday" to me ...