its a YEAR old today !!!

it was a cool October eve when they met at one of those shopping malls. he had been plannin the meet from quite some time you know and every time it was put off. Finally pissed he had to give an ultimatum, which fortunately for him worked, and off he went right from office for the scheduled meeting.

The mall was the place they first met and over what seemed just technical questions, sms had given way to phone calls and they chatted as if they knew each other from long, pulling legs and generally acting smart. It was fine for quite sometime before he felt meeting was necessary since he was forgetting the face.

The dinner at the thai restaurant was great. he was a foodie and had chosen the place carefully and besides it came from high recommendation from all quarters so he was sure about the choice. The funny part being he ran out of gas as he set out to drop her and had to push the bike a good 2 miles before he landed at the nearest gas station. To celebrate his astuteness they settled for ice creams as dessert.

Today things stand different between them. He admits they had their fair share of differences but each time they were discussed on its own merit and while some of them were at times not justified nothing concrete came out from those discussions. she still lead the life she wanted to and he while being open about his displeasure never interfered since it was none of his business.

So apart from being occasionally sarcastic he never had anything to feel let down about. For all that matters he knows if required he would still drop everything and rush to her help but the difference here being unlike before he is not anticipating but waiting for the call.

No 2 people are alike and so is she. and while she may have her share of faults there is one thing that still keeps the relation alive in spite of the distance between them. The reason being the fact that while she can be a total bitch at times, fish around all the time and flirt like hell, he knows for f$^&#$ sure that he still trusts her and so does she. Both of them are too proud to admit the fact that in spite of the differences when you need some sane advice or help you would get it and yep no questions would be asked....

Today its exactly a year since i met you and while i may be far if you happen to ever come reading i just wanted you to know I would never ever let you down, not you of all and certainly not your faith. I admit i can be a moron at times and quite judgmental too but at the end of the day I am just human you see ...

I guess I am too proud to admit all this before you or maybe I am just a coward, either ways it doest matter now, some day you will understand that not every relation is what as it sounds or looks like, sometimes relations are like a volcano, all silent outside but seething hard inside....