Tuesday, January 30, 2007

A Question: What Hurts More?

what hurts more?

  • the feeling of being completely at sea or lost battle(s)?

  • the pain of having to bear insult to injury or watching yourself be pounded by non descript personalities?

  • the coldness in the murkier atmosphere you live in or the silent tears in the eyes of people you love?

  • the feeling of helplessness you get every morning when you wake up or doing your best and finding the brick wall staring right at your face?

  • the smile you give through chapped lips or the sting you get when you realise your prayers are still unanswered?

  • The realization that for most people you ARE just an option in their life or the fact that right now most doors you could possibly knock on are permanently shut on your face?

Call me a loser or a friggin phobic just that sometimes I wake up and wish I never really woke up.

I have been feeling the same for the past month or so and from where I stand, a respite seems so far away……..

8 Comments:

At Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 4:50:00 AM GMT+5:30, Blogger Priya said...

Hey,

Relax. We all go tru' or have problems in our lives in diffeent ways or situations. Nobody has a right to call someone a loser unless he lost his brain.

I donno if you are going thru' some pain either at work or your personal.
Whatever, don't lose hope and believe in yourself.

Doors are not always shut and its has to open right.
Have fiath in you and motivate that youc an do it or challenge yourslef.
If you let yourself lose, the strings never join again.

Sorry if I had opened up too much here.

 
At Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 11:48:00 AM GMT+5:30, Anonymous Anonymous said...

"When one door closes another door opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us"

yes..it's true....we do like this very often..
But once we realized this, then I think half done. Ofcourse then we will start to find out a way to knock the barriers infront of us down and move forward.

The silent tears in the eyes of people will definitely hurt us. But it sould be a realization for us that for them we are not an option, but the priority.
They will always be there for us. Those tears should be the source of inspiration for us to advance towards the right track.

Now to overcome the feeling of helplessness, remind yourself about the skills which set you apart. This feeling often comes when we are forgetting to use those
unique skills in the right way.

 
At Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 6:23:00 PM GMT+5:30, Blogger Khushi said...

hey relaaaax!
every cloud has a silver lining!

 
At Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 9:13:00 PM GMT+5:30, Blogger The Avenger !!! said...

@ priya /-

no worries. I rarely let anyone get away by doing anything, that can piss me off.

As of now, i dont feel you have done anything that warrants a sorry :)

Losing myself is one thing that i am seriously trying not to do....

 
At Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 9:16:00 PM GMT+5:30, Blogger The Avenger !!! said...

@ vidya /-

where have you been :) ? right now if you ask me, i have no clue what is unique in me :)

lets just hope this phase ends soon, thats all for now. as of now, i am moving on, never really got stuck at the same spot for long fortunately :)

 
At Wednesday, January 31, 2007 at 9:17:00 PM GMT+5:30, Blogger The Avenger !!! said...

@ kushi /-

aah well of course it must be the case, only thing here being, i am sometimes color blind and hence the post :)

 
At Thursday, February 1, 2007 at 9:13:00 AM GMT+5:30, Blogger divya said...

hey!! we all go through days...it hurts!! we all have cried those silent tears and moved on..life smiles back at some point..i hv faith

 
At Thursday, February 1, 2007 at 9:47:00 AM GMT+5:30, Blogger The Avenger !!! said...

@ divya /-

well divs, i too have faith, just that at times, the oodles of faith you have doenst help either !!

 

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